So I'm sitting in my hotel room right now. I'm in Toronto for the day to look at apartments, and am SO excited to have my own place. I can't wait to be on my own again. I know you could get the impression that I hate my family, but truth be told, I love them. Last year I was in residence and I loved the freedom, and I can't wait for that chance again this year. I get to see Baby-K today and H, my two bffs, and am SO excited. I miss them so much.
Yesterday was an okay day. I didn't purge, which I'm proud of, but I did eat more than I intended to. But today I'm sticking to two apples, 10 nuts, and three crackers. It will be easy to do that because of apartment hunting, then I'll be with K&H and then on the road. My dad is having dinner with his friend (who I think he may have had an affair with last year), and she ALWAYS picks the trendiest restaurants in town with THE BEST food. But I can't go. I looked in the mirror. I feel bloated and it shows. I've got to get down to less than 100lbs
Lots of love,
K.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
i had an amazing time today baby.
ReplyDeleteim so sorry i wasnt really there.
i didnt mean to binge
and purge right before we met up.
but so far the book is amazing.
and i loved your father :)
i love you so much