Monday, June 8, 2009

Skinny or Bust.

I'm going to lose it.

Stats...
Height: 5'4"
Current Weight: 110 lbs
Goal Weight: 100lbs
2nd Goal Weight: 90lbs

I'm severely bulimic. I hate the feeling of purging, but I hate the thought of being fat even more. My mom is overweight so it is more personal than you may expect. The sounds of people eating make me angry. When I eat and can't purge I want to yell. Being around food leaves me kicking and screaming to be thin. I will beat this. I will get down to my G.W. and then beat this bulimia. I can't feel my throat anymore and I sound like a 90yr old smoker. Game over, E.D.. I'm beating you after I lose 20lbs. Or if I drop dead. Skinny or die.

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